“If you’re not living on the edge, you’re taking up too much space.” – Jim Whittaker, the first American to summit Everest
Fresh and still panting from another win at the Boston Marathon, a Kenyan long distance runner was asked what his secret is. Without batting an eyelid (and with a characteristic Kalenjin accent), his reply: I run. I run. I r-u-u-u-u-n. And then I win. I felt like this guy today, only I was trekking. And isn’t life like that? To win, you just have to start. And keep at it. And finish.
The climb from Bujuku hut to Elena and on to the Margherita peak was precipitous; so sharply inclined as to be close to perpendicular. Even at this gradient, it was everyday the same for our amazing support crew – Cooks and Porters. Even then, it was painful to see Vincent (our head cook) thermos flasks in hand, going over rock and crevice while doing a most precarious balancing act. This was nazi-type torture, I mused to myself. Transitioning from the Heather to Alpine zones came with its own set of challenges. From high altitude swamp to moss covered rocky ground and to ravines, the ascent was treacherous. Climbing up four and a half kilometers above sea level heralds a sudden drop in temperature. The air starts thinning, and so does the vegetation. You are literally competing with other living creatures for oxygen. Here also, the weather patterns are erratic and the danger of contracting Hypothermia becomes real. My bad knee was taking quite the beating; the nkoni (walking stick) effectively became the second leg. Now conspicuously stacked at the back of a book-shelf in my study, I smile and wonder what was driving me on every time I glance in it’s direction. I suppose the human spirit is always proved transcendent when pushed beyond it’s confines. Trudging on, enveloped in a cloud most of the way, we went off the beaten path and approached Elena hut by way of Mukandege and not the more frequently used Scott Elliot Pass. Here, we took a break and were treated to awe-inspiring views of Mount Speke and Baker but not Margherita. No, there was a higher price to pay to behold her majesty.
After what seemed like an eternity, we hunkered up craggy rocks on all fours and made our entrance to the Elena hut “compound,” a flat 500 square-foot rock patch mid afternoon on Thursday, April 10th 2014. This was going to be our launchpad for the Margherita ascent. I felt a little like the intrepid Don Quixote on his final conquest. Having dispensed with the daily debrief, the guides implored us to have an honest self evaluation and if we had any inkling of altitude sickness to declare it so that an evacuation to more habitable terrain would quickly be arranged. This, I reckoned, was a fair request to make; the biting cold, coupled with howling wind and very thin air were a stretch to even the fittest of us. As if this was not a mood dampener enough, our guides went on to inform us they still had to monitor the weather to decide if the climb to Margherita was going to happen when morning came. IF? Having come this far, this was going to be a very bitter pill to swallow. Thinking about it then (I was a few months away from turning 40), it occurred to me that my 30’s had made me so goal-focused that even now, all my being was about getting to the top of this mountain. It didn’t matter how I got there. I had to get there. It dawned on me that the desire to attain can become oppressive and like Been-Around Solomon noted, a “vexation of spirit.” Even with perfect preparation, which I was already so short on, there was this one thing I could do nothing to determine or change – the weather. As with many other aspects of life beyond this mountain, I had to look to Providence.
While I unwound and took in views of our new surroundings, a middle aged lady – an American paramedic stationed in Rwanda, came by the camp on her “evening stroll.” She nonchalantly relayed to us her experiences of climbing the other mountain peaks – Baker and Speke and that she was summiting Margherita the next day to complete her circuit. As she made her way back to her camp (managed by Rwenzori Trekking Services, the other alternative to Rwenzori Mountaineering Services), I marveled at her sheer willpower and fortitude.
We had a GPS tracker that had been set to send periodic updates to our wives’ email addresses specifying our location. More than ever, our wives now had reason to be talking to each other. The daily changes in place coordinates must have been a comforting re-assurance for them. With all the climbing equipment – boots, crampons, ice axes, hard hats, harnesses, etc checked and ready for our use the next morning, we hit the sack. By this time, it was snowing and temperatures were hovering around the minus seven centigrade level. This was going to be the most uncomfortable night for me. My Comfort Zone sleeping bag was going to be put to it’s final test. It failed. Miserably. Even with several layers of sweaters, jackets, thermal pants and whatever else I could get my hands on for warmth, I just could not get myself to sleep. With ear plugs to keep the sound of the howling wind to a minimum, I lay still in the hope that I could retain the little heat my body was generating but that too fell to the four corners. In quiet desperation, I mumbled a prayer. “Have mercy on your suffering servant, O Lord!” I believe that earnest plea was granted because morning came quickly and I heard a knock on our rattling shack door at 3am. It was time to prepare for the climb. The overcast skies had cleared and the green light for the climb was on.
Hard on the heels of my most uncomfortable night, the stage was set; this was going to be not only my longest but also most trying day. It was a full moon, against a backdrop of an ominous peach black as we started out from the camp. Our head and, now flickering, hand torches lit the way for us. The incline going up bare rock was so steep that it had to be done with both hands and feet. At one point, we had to propel ourselves on using a rope that had been hooked to a higher gradient – about 15 meters above us. We hiked another one and a half hours on slippery rock to the Snow-line and the first glacier. It is at this point that the crampons (metal plates with spikes to aid our ascent on snow) are fastened to climbing boots, ropes knotted and harnesses applied. After being roped with Josephat and Titus (with me at the rear) we immediately embarked on a 20 meter vertical climb up the ice that left me wondering again what I had gotten myself into. Another two hours of concentration – leaping over crevasses and digging in our ice axes and crampons as we methodically put one foot ahead of the other. With a limp and mostly bent over, I had to be careful not to sprain my spine; I had slipped two discs in a diving accident two years earlier. In all these maneuvers, visibility was at near zero.
Still enveloped by fog, the sun’s warm rays started to come through once we hit the Stanley Plateau, a sight for sore eyes. We crossed the plateau onto the Margherita Glacier via a rocky gorge. Unlike the Stanley Glacier where our chief occupation was to break into hard ice with our axes, the Margherita Glacier job description can be summed up in two: Skill and Hard Labor. It’s uphill all the way and one has to use the ice-axe for traction, being careful not to fall out of line. Falling out of line greatly increased the likelihood of falling into a crevice; these abound and are mostly concealed by snow. And that can be fatal. All the men took a fall either going up or coming down. In moments like these is when you appreciate skill. When it was my turn (and I did take my fair share!), Josephat was quick to wedge the metallic peg (attached to our climbing rope) quickly into the ice to prevent my free fall down the snowy terrain, very possibly to my demise. Once at the top of the Margherita Glacier, hoping for the much anticipated “plain” trek up to the summit, I was in for a rude shock when Josephat pointed us in the direction of ropes dangling from the top of a 90 degree rock front. We looked on in disbelief as he demonstrated what we had to do: harness ourselves to the rope and abseil (glide down) the full 20 meter distance on belayed rope. Alas! The stuff that was my fancy growing up. I used to read about such adventures in the National Geographic and Reader’s Digest as a kid. A wide-eyed kid. Here I was living it now!
Now comfortably on clear territory but nonetheless still up all the way, the shocks were about to start rolling in, fast and furious. It all started with a member of the rear-guard. Did I mention there was only two of us in the rear guard? Clear blue skies over us, banter and laughter abounding, Titus announced he could not go on. Without warning. Just like that. I was dumbstruck! I asked that we take a break so he could think this through. After 15 minutes of nerve-wrecking silence, he affirmed his decision. I was shellshocked. I just could not believe we had come this far and he could not make the last 2 hours to the summit. I was gutted to the bone. Even when the other men had accepted his alibi for not making it for the climb, it was me that had finally talked him into accepting to come. I felt a personal responsibility towards my friend. This was my lowest point during the entire climb. Leaving a man behind is a heart-wrenching experience that makes one question the validity of a dream. I had to quickly shake off the sadness and get on with it. 30 minutes into my now solo climb, I met the American paramedic and her team on the way down. Without asking after her climb, I congratulated her on summiting. Her response sent a cold chill down my burning spine: she had not made it! She had stalled right at the foot of the peak. Margherita was not going to yield her beauty without a fight. I steeled myself and trod on. And went past the perilous glacier to the foot of Margherita. And on to the peak. And finally the signpost welcoming me to the highest point in Uganda. Date: April 11th, 2014. Time-check: 12:20pm. I gave thanks and praise. I savored every moment of the 40 minutes I was up there. I was not going to stay only the prescribed 15 minutes. I had earned this one. Nobody was going to hustle me.
If I thought the descent from the mountain was going to be as easy as stealing candy from a baby, I was in for another shocker. My knee must have wailed long and uncontrollably all the way down to the base camp. I just did not hear it. The day’s climb that should have taken a lead time of 8 hours ended 14 hours later. My guide and I were caught up in a blistering snow storm that lasted two hours. To keep from frostbite and contracting High Altitude Pulmonary Edema, we had to keep going in circles. Snow-blinded and exhausted once the storm had subsided, we lost our way. Finally, by a long winding route, we arrived back at Elena camp after night had fallen – drenched to the bone. And nursing several bruises from the countless falls on the icy, slippery and sharp rocks.
July 17, 2018 at 10:11 pm
The highest point in UG. Yay!! A few months from your 40th.
Very, very well written. 90 degree climbs – yikes!
You have slipped 2 discs in the past from a previous adventure. Hmmm.
Love love the quote; if you are not living on the edge, you are taking up too much space.
Thanks for the inspiration. Total respect for all you Rwenzorilings.
July 17, 2018 at 10:11 pm
Yeah Suraiya, after 2 slipped discs, I still dream of scaling more mountains! PS. No, we are not Rwenzori”lings.” We are the Alpine Seal Moppers! Ian Mugarura, Titus F. Bitebekezi, Charles Mwebeiha, David Meya
July 17, 2018 at 10:12 pm
Alpine Seal Moppers – more power to you! Thanks for sharing your adventure. You are surely squeezing the juice out of this human experience. I am inspired.
July 17, 2018 at 10:13 pm
My my! What a conquest! Well done folks
July 17, 2018 at 10:13 pm
H Zik I have a mountain of a day to scale today with potential pits n slippery ice spots. I take courage from your conquest to go by faith. Keep sharing Bro.
July 17, 2018 at 10:14 pm
This morning as i panted on my jog walk thru this silly drizzle, i thought about you guts and wanted to return and ask you what happened? We stopped at Titus’ recount…well awesome, awesome!
July 17, 2018 at 10:14 pm
Mwanyinzze! !!
Am saving this post for August.
Borrowing from all the grace and wisdom that I copy from you…
Am not reading this lovely piece until I have conquered the conquest…
Mbu cowards live longer. ..
July 17, 2018 at 10:15 pm
Sheer determination! I feel these experiences ought to be in a book!!!!
July 17, 2018 at 10:15 pm
Honestly am not sure if am inspired or disheartened…am so lucky to be tagged in this post because this epic record and these fantastic images might as well be the only beauty of margherita I ever behold! Truly not for the faint hearted.
July 17, 2018 at 10:16 pm
Glory to the Lord! This has been a worthwhile experience! Thank you for sharing it with us!
July 17, 2018 at 10:16 pm
Wow wow!
July 17, 2018 at 10:17 pm
i wish zik, i can borrow ur determination esp in the mountain called “weight loss!
July 17, 2018 at 10:17 pm
Jacob Zikusooka you have your way with words, its amazing. When i read your writings i realize there’s pretty much to learn in the english language. Nevertheless, these memoirs have a depth to them, they are insightful,adventurous,educational and Faith filled. Keep writing.
July 17, 2018 at 10:17 pm
Breath taking. Your writing style is striking. I look forward to your book.
July 17, 2018 at 10:18 pm
Wow!wow! Feels like I watching one of inspector derrick’s episodes. Inspirational Jacob Zikusooka. Thanks
July 17, 2018 at 10:18 pm
To God be the glory! I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me sounds loud and clear!
July 17, 2018 at 10:19 pm
Jacob Zikusooka, am speechless
July 17, 2018 at 10:21 pm
Yeah Catherine Kimuli, the suffering servant did get up there, bless God! And what a life altering experience this was for all of us…
July 17, 2018 at 10:21 pm
Amen my dear sisters Emma, Pam and Julie. Many times the highest mountains we climb in our lives aren’t actual mountains. May you find a daily measure of mercy and strength to scale your mountains. There’s grace enough!
July 17, 2018 at 10:21 pm
Mwanyinazze Mirembe bunno obutitizzi ng’abusukiridde! Get your head out of the sand already, Lol! But seriously, I would have been better off knowing what I know now before setting off to Kasese. PS. You are already scared, so go on and read anyway. He he he, nkusekeredde:))
July 17, 2018 at 10:22 pm
Arthur. Arthur! You can’t give up before you even start now, my brother! That is not the stuff I’ve always known you to be made of. At the least, keep quiet:))
July 17, 2018 at 10:22 pm
Thank you Leonard, Nate, Hassan, Baj, Eunice, Audrey, Joan and Fafa M Bush. Leonard Mutesasira and Joan Mugenzi, am starting to think possibilities. Thank you for the nudge!
July 17, 2018 at 10:22 pm
Thank you Marianne Tino Tomusange. Yes, I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!
July 17, 2018 at 10:24 pm
Where there is a Will there is a Way…congratulations Sebo.
July 17, 2018 at 10:24 pm
I wanna do that one time
July 17, 2018 at 10:25 pm
True Jacob , you do write well. I can hook you and Titus up with an Internationally published young Author here in Kampala who can help you polish what you already have and suggest where to submit it. She gives whole day training wirkshops at 200K. Next time you are in KLA consider. Meanwhile- Thanks for sharing.
July 17, 2018 at 10:26 pm
Brandon Ssemanda
July 17, 2018 at 10:26 pm
I have finally read the article. Am still quite glad I didn’t read it before.
Funny how everything makes sense now. Am in total awe at how you kept all those details together.
And you did so well…..the Margherita glacier battered us soooo badly!!!
Got back to Elena at 1am….
July 17, 2018 at 10:27 pm
Joy I thought you had compromised and read these earlier
July 17, 2018 at 10:27 pm
I didn’t manage. …
The TMI was real….
July 17, 2018 at 10:28 pm
Titus…
Am going to dig up ur account. Failed to read it too. I think the tea is long overdue now
July 17, 2018 at 10:28 pm
Joy I tagged you on what I think is the one you didn’t read. The tea is surely overdue. Next week?
July 17, 2018 at 10:29 pm
Yes next week is good?!!!